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我摇摇头，看着他说：&ldo;你吃，我想看着你吃。想把所有好的都给你，想对你很好很好。&rdo;严可轻笑：&ldo;怎么，良心发现了？&rdo;&ldo;嗯！&rdo;我使劲点头，&ldo;我以前真是太坏了，吃鱼每次都吃肚子上的肉，吃虾从来就是你给我剥壳，山核桃总要你敲好，早饭要你做，晚饭也要你做，还总是偷你的钱去赌，经常惹你生气，给你脸色看，对你一点儿也不好。&rdo;严可打断我：&ldo;你其实没那么坏啦。&rdo;&ldo;有的！真的有。&rdo;&ldo;嗯，仔细想想好像是有啊。&rdo;&ldo;所以，我决定，从今天开始，要比你对我对你更好！&rdo;&ldo;真的？&rdo;他怀疑地问。&ldo;真的！&rdo;我使劲地点头。&ldo;那给我捶捶背，捏捏腿，今天跑了一天，累死了。&rdo;&ldo;好。&rdo;我跳起来，殷勤地为他服务着。严可现在一边在一家防盗门公司当业务员，一边在读夜大，每天都过得很辛苦。我有些心疼他，力道适中地捏着他的肩膀，他舒服地微微眯起眼睛，那表情性感得让我忍不住低下头去，暖暖地吻住了他。他闭着眼睛，嘴角带笑，抬起双手，抱住我的头，用力地回吻我。吻了好一会儿，他仰着头，睁开眼，直直地望着我的眼睛说：&ldo;你不必对我这么好，我只想你在我身边。&rdo;我笑了，忽然觉得阴暗的心里好像缓缓注入一道暖流。也许，也许我们的结局，会和爸爸妈妈不一样呢。并不是所有赌徒，都会赌到至死方休的……小乔说，我就算是为了严可也该戒赌了，有个这么爱自己的男人，怎么好意思还继续赌。其实她不懂，所有不赌博的人也不懂，赌博和吸毒是没有区别的，它们都是恶魔的使者，黏上了就甩不掉，它会时时刻刻在你不注意的时候蹦出脑海。那种强烈的、不可抵抗的念头像魔鬼的召唤一般，让你失去所有理智，忘记一切诺言。就像现在……就像现在……我看着严可遗忘在抽屉里的银行卡，拼命地挣扎着！不行！我不能去！不能再赌了！我答应他的！可，就去赌一把吧，又不一定会输。你想想，你那天晚上如果赢到四十万的时候收手，你就不会变成这样；你想想，你要是能再赢到四十万，严可也不必这么辛苦地去卖防盗门；你想想，四十万啊，只是一晚上你就能得到它了，可你在超市当收银员却要当一辈子！你甘心吗？你有技术，有运气，为什么不再去试试？赢到十万就好，赢到十万就收手……当我回过神来的时候，我已经在赌桌上大战了三十回合，面前的筹码已经被输得一干二净。我失魂落魄地回过身，看见严可就站在我的身后，一脸悲凉。他什么话也没说。可我知道，他要离开我了……这次，他真的要离开我了。泪水，就这样从眼眶滑落，我直直地望着他哭，悔恨的话一句也说不出来，那些话我已经说过太多遍，我想他应该都会背了吧。他扭过头，不再看我，转身向外走去。我哭着追了上去，赌场外，一辆黑色的劳斯莱斯停在门口，车门打开，美丽的贵妇人从车上走下来，望着严可微微皱着的精致眉头，眼神一如从前看垃圾一般地看着我。严可没有停留，走到车边，早已等候在一旁的司机为他打开车门。他刚想钻进去，我忍不住叫他的名字：&ldo;严可……&rdo;他的身形顿住，背影笔直得依然像是回忆里那棵挺俊的小白杨。我张开嘴，想说对不起，想说谢谢你，想说不要走，想说好多好多话，求他留下来……可是，我却听见，我颤抖的声音，说出的却是：&ldo;再见了，严可……&rdo;严可背对着我，一声不响地钻进车里，车门像是慢动作般地关上，将我最爱的少年关在车里，然后……永远带走。我望着渐行渐远的轿车，失声痛哭起来，终于还是失去了……我终于一无所有了……严可，严可……我仰头，望着漆黑的夜空，用力地大哭。天空，又飘下雪花，就像我遇见你那时那般冰凉。

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