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于是我开始头痛了，努力回想我什么时候跟他做过朋友。事实上，我跟童若阡是一个高中毕业的，我高二时候才从德国回来，被阴差阳错的分到强化班的最后一排，后来我提前参加了这个学校的外语类自主招生，逃离了高考。童若阡坐在我的前面，我一抬头就看到他挺直的腰脊，瘦削的肩膀，他的睫毛微微卷翘，在光线下看的十分清晰，秀气的有些过分。那时候我就光着去看他的睫毛，而且他太高了，总是把我努力求知的道理遮的一片昏暗。但是他可以给我挡住老师的目光，我可以肆无忌惮的睡觉、看小说、玩游戏。直到高考结束，我都没有跟他说过几句话，那时候我已经极少去学校，终日和秦之文混在一起吃喝玩乐，基本上我的上半生都是在吃和睡中度过的。我和童若阡没有做过朋友，大学时候某一个晚上的选修课上，一张纸条偷偷的传到我的手下，而那个心理学教授在上面滔滔不绝的说，&ldo;男同性恋处于被动的一方，女同性恋处于主动的一方，常常是真正的同性恋。&rdo;我打开一看，心跳漏了几拍，橘色的灯光下，他的字好像要漂浮起来，在我眼前幻化，&ldo;喻夕，做我女朋友好不好。&rdo;但是他不说喜欢我，我说&ldo;试试吧&rdo;，结果我一试就把自己赔进去了。所以这时候我回答的有些牵强，&ldo;试试吧。&rdo;他还是那副风清云淡的样子，散落在额间的头发被风吹起来，面目有种模糊的感觉，&ldo;喻夕，说实话……&rdo;然后他顿了顿，&ldo;算了，现在说这个没什么意思了，总之你说能做朋友，我觉得很开心。&rdo;我最怕别人的柔情攻势，只好木讷的应了一声，&ldo;哦&rdo;，他看了时间然后跟我道别。然后我看到刚才我跟顾宗琪坐的位置上，他的伞靠在我座位的墙角下，那抹蓝色依偎在白色的墙壁上，很是惹眼。我想起，顾宗琪走的时候，雨下的正大，而我居然没有留意到他把伞偷偷的放在我脚下。弯下腰捡起那把伞，然后握住伞柄，轻轻的撑起来。天空中只有些微朦的细雨，我却一直撑到宿舍楼下。然后我洗了澡，无聊的上网游荡。恰巧高伊辰师兄也在线，我想很久没见到他了，跟他打个招呼，然后跟他说起童若阡的事情，他神秘的沉默了一会，&ldo;哦，他后悔了。&rdo;我只当他开玩笑，&ldo;得了吧，他那时候说他不会后悔的，开玩笑吧。&rdo;&ldo;男生会很贱的，然后后悔，跟哈巴狗一样，会求着你回头。&rdo;&ldo;绝对不可能！&rdo;&ldo;口是心非的事情，是人都会。&rdo;我沉默了，然后他又跳出来说，&ldo;那你怎么知道，他不会后悔？&rdo;&ldo;要是我，我一定不会后悔，underthatcircustance。&rdo;&ldo;男女有别吗，我是男人我了解的，不过喻夕，你打算怎么办？&rdo;我想想，打出四个字，&ldo;敷衍了事。&rdo;等了很久他都没回答，我一不小心点到了高伊辰师兄的qq空间里，上面比较空，我原来以为会有一群莺莺燕燕的给他留言，没想到空空荡荡的。只有一篇文，很短的字数，‐‐都市男男女女，诱惑太多，变数太大，没有人心甘情愿垫底或者收拾烂摊子，亦没有人心甘情愿落单或游离情事之外。而很多时候，浪子的改变，不是因为某一个人，而是他想改变的时候，那个人正好出现了。我思忖着，越发的搞不懂高伊辰师兄。我刚想问问他那篇日志的意思，他的消息就来了，我一看，立刻把qq退出了。&ldo;喻夕，做我女朋友好不好？&rdo;我很早以前我觉得干脆利落是解决事情的最好办法。可是现在我真的对那句&ldo;做我女朋友&rdo;这么干脆的话，产生了反感和厌恶。不是不浪漫，只是太过于直接和自信，反而失去了恋爱中忐忑的心绪，没有了欲语还休的浓情，在恋爱中的把握和自信，是伤害对方的利剑。
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